What Can You Do?

i stayed the night at my bro's. and while i wait for him to wake up, i'm taking the time to think back. this probably isn't good for me.
getting anonymous comments from my friends doesn't help either.
life really is a weird thing. i mean, you pray for something -- all you do for two years is pray -- and you finally get it, and then you find a way to screw it up. then you pray some more for it to last...but this time, prayer doesn't work. it's very discouraging.
but hey, what can you do? that's life.
i'm gonna go back to sleep now. i only got five hours.