Tuesday, April 22, 2008

"While We Wait" by Jack Johnson

"it feels right
it feels wrong
feels like when you have it
then it's gone"

this song makes me wonder about loss. more like it makes me remember in a thoughtful way. i don't know. it's just that when i listen to this song, i'm taken back to the poetry section of barnes and noble on that day, and for some reason i feel detached. i'm looking at it like a sympathetic outsider: feeling the pain, not wanting to, and all at once unable to take it in -- despite the fact that i was there for it all.
i was there for every damned second of it. and now i'm realizing that, you know what? the biggest mistake you can make in a relationship is getting involved in the first place.
this whole ordeal has made a bitter man out of me.

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